Shouldn’t it be Thursday? Yes, it should, but it’s only Wednesday.  It’s been a tiring week. The day-to-day grind of the job has been wearing me down. In the afternoons I come home to more work, but the kind I’d rather do. The kind that you can’t earn a living at, unlessyou’re lucky. Working hard is only one part of it; the other part is being in the right place at the right time, and who can control that? Not getting the WTTW job was hard, but not the end of the world. What will be harder is finding something that I really WANT. It’s hard to know what one wants. It’s much easier to know what one doesn’t want. A process of elimination can only go so far. It’s not enough to get out of something. Because at the same time you have to get into something else.

Okay, I’m rambling.